...

I sent them a message explaining my hurt without tiptoeing around anymore to avoid excuses. 't was a long text message that genuinely too ke a while to write.
They took less than 10 minutes to tell me that it's best for them to not be friends anymore.
I got the closure I needed.
Don't really feel anything, can't even say I didn't expect them to react that way cause thats quite literally what I thought they would say..
maybe let down? not really.. let down with myself for not seeing through this earlier.
If only they ever let me know I "make them hate themsleves" earlier and actually got told why, I could have changed.
now i have officially nobody.
~ B0ring